Feels

Edit: I wrote this a couple months ago and found it in my drafts. But it fits. So... here. :]

I believe

the skies

are doorways

home.

I think one of my favorite things about this video is that all the kids were his relatives. He paid them in pizza.

I've been doing a bit more reflecting these past few days than I have in months. My whole life has kind of been full steam ahead for the past year now, and I reflect so less often than I used to. Usually, this is an incredibly good thing. But I've changed so much recently without reflection that I almost feel disconnected from the Allyson who didn't have clear, aggressive career goals over two years ago.

I feel like this is also why I write less. Why I blog less.

I have less time in my head.

I don't even know what my emotional outlet is anymore. Huh. That's weird. Is it crying? Do you cry more when you have less emotional outlets like writing or singing or things as such?

I don't know. Maybe I've just been emotionless lately. The feels. I lack them. #INTJ

I just think I'm losing touch with who I used to be. And that's confusing to me. How are you supposed to explain that to someone you used to know. 

But I suppose it's okay, because we're all different... right? Humans are not meant to be stagnant creatures. But how are you supposed to remain close to someone who isn't experiencing your growth? 

And frankly, my dear, I am so ready for a glass of wine.